The Morning Thoughts

Today I woke up and realized that:

No ones next to me.

You can't wait for others to solve your life.

Only those you love really matter.

My life isn't as bad as it seems.

I smoke too many cigarettes.

I'm in love.

Today I woke up and realized that:

You make my dreams seem real.

I think about you even when it seems incapable of having thoughts.

I love your smile.

You make me the happiest strange boy in the world.

I can't help but fast forward to 3 months from now.

I enjoy your company more than I enjoy cocoa crisps.

Today I woke up and realized that:

You are my friends.

I miss your mac&cheese.

I miss your strange tales.

I appreciate the years we've known eachother.

I don't know how you got a blue fender.

I don't know how time managed to pass by so quickly.

Today I woke up and realized that:

I want to be your best friend when you get older.

You are confused, and it's sad.

You are a hypocrite and have no place to give me advice.

You are a person I respect, and feel bad for.

I fear having you know who I am, so I won't.

You are all driving me insane.